So much has changed since then and it's going to be hard to update on everything...
For starters Brent and I aren't together. I haven't really been ready to talk about it but I think it's best if I just get it out there. As of today it's officially been 3 weeks without him. Here's a list of daily issues....
1. I miss him every single day.
2. I write out a text to him telling him I miss him and delete it because it makes me feel better.
3. I have never noticed how many candy blue subaru's I pass but it's pretty much every other car.
4. I cannot listen to the radio, period.
5. Every time the sun comes out I just wanna call him to hang out!!
I have decided that everyone gets over things in their own time. If it were an option to be with him then I would still be trying but I want him to be happy more than anything and that means that we needed to go our separate ways. My friends have put up with my sob story for the past three months and let me tell you they are the best. I know I was annoying. I was trying to figure everything out and not lose him but that kind of happened anyways. It's been really hard and I'm still figuring out how to work through it but I think this is something i'll have to get through on my own. On a positive note, I have been going out and keeping busy... I know there were a lot of people that didn't understand and I really wasn't talking about it but I think that sums everything up and we can just drop it from here on out.
Other news, with this whole start-your-entire-life-completely-over binge that i've been on... I went and bought a new car. :) hahaha. I love it. I have had a jeep since I could drive and I figured it was about time to try something new... something faster too. Anyways, I got a mazdaspeed3. :) goodbye jeep, hello better gas mileage!
I moved into my house! Oh my goodness it's so nice to have my bed after sleeping on the futon for 3 months! Plus... I've got plenty of room for all my clothes. :) :) :)
speaking of clothes... umm nordstrom sale this year, huge success. I decided that since Boom City was a nightmare that I could spoil myself... haha. I went a little overboard but it's NORDSTROMS. I couldn't help myself.
Oh that's right... Boom City... in a nut shell it was 17 days of torture and my sister and I barely made it out alive. I will not expand on that because it is a waste of typing.
My best friend had her baby a week ago today!! AHHH. I am soo excited!! I talked to her today and am so excited to meet little Jax! I hear he was a little stubborn being born but it was all worth it. I can't believe it. She just had her one year anniversary too. Time seriously flies by.
My little baby Jessa turned 1. I feel like I was in the hospital like last week watching her come into the world. Unfortunately that was a year ago and the little princess is walking. She's stinkin' cute though.
Lastly, I am working like crazy between the two jobs. It's definitely keeping me sidetracked. I've been playing volleyball again which has been awesome. I don't know why I stopped... and I've been working out like no tomorrow. I've been missing ASU!! I left for a reason but you cannot beat 80 degree weather all the time. haha
side note: I'm planning a trip to hawaii, please feel free to come. :)
So things may not be perfect but I have some great things going on and time heals everything.
:)
that blog was a little ridiculous. haha
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