sleeping, sleeping, and sleeping.

This has honestly been the longest week of my life. As you know... or if you didn't know... I had surgery on Tuesday. I've been sleeping since Tuesday, it's Saturday. I woke up today and decided that I needed to go out and do something because I was literally making myself insane. So I went and got pedi's with Kayla and Ash.. which turned into shopping... and dinner... and catching up. :) Right before my surgery I got into a little funk, I know, I know, it's stupid. I just get in them! If anyone knows the cure to get out of a funk, please feel free to share. Anyways, I just got some unwanted news. Unfortunantly, I spent the 4 days sleeping and thinking and not being able to talk or move... the mind is a crazy place, well mine is.  So I spent the entire time listening to this...

and....

I think I listening to these each... 50 times during those 4 days. haha I've been so drugged that I hardly remember it. Except the songs gave me crazy dreams. I'd have this amazing dream and then i'd wake up... and i'd feel all the pain and then reality hit me. One of the days when I woke up I thought I woke up in a dungeon. I was freaking out but it was just three in the morning and the rain outside sounded like chains for some reason. So I made myself miserable. I don't get it. 

Apparently I'm really funny when I'm on pain killers... I think my filter just goes away. I don't get how brutally honest turns into funny... but i'll take it. 

anyways, that's a short little update. My drugs are starting to kick and the screens becoming a little fuzzy... ;) 

To sum it up...I am currently waiting for life to get better. If you could fit me into your prayers I would really appreciate that. :)